Why Bill Hicks was a legend in one quote...

“Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here’s Tom with the weather.”

Life...

…is better than it has been in a while.

Diet is back on track. Swimming has resumed. Watchmen is out Thursday. Shop is nearing a year of trading (which will enable me to use like for like figures to gauge whether I’m actually improving...) and I’m getting my head straight.

I’ve actually felt like I make a difference recently which ahs given me s sense of fufilment that has filled some of the void.

It’s not all shiny. Mum’s in hospital again. She cracked her pelvis when she went over in the ice in February and they’ve only just diagnosed it properly. So that’s a whole thing. I’ve had to accept there’s nothing I can do except visit when the shop permits.

The biggest thing is I lost myself in a daydream of happiness the other day. Biggest suprise was it was basically my life now with a couple of differences. Big differences admittedly, but it could be acheived.

We shall see. Come what may.